Happy Week 12 Muse-ers!
Things are definitely getting hectic with the end of the semester approaching, but we've all got this!
Before I get into my update, here are some Boba Joe pictures to help you de-stress.


Now that you all have gotten some Boba time, let's get into my update!
I have been very stressed with all of my deadlines as of late, so I haven't been the most happy/confident with the work I've submitted over the past few weeks. That's not to say that my work isn't good or that I'm not putting effort into it, but more so that I've been so overwhelmed with my personal life and my classes that I feel like I could be doing better work under less stressful conditions. It's very much me being too harsh on myself and setting my personal expectations sky high, even though I'm working myself to the bone.
This brings me to the exercise that we completed in class today about our core values. We were asked to take some time and write down 10 things that we consider to be our personal core values, and doing this helped me recognize that holding myself to the standard that I'm currently expecting is not conducive to my values. I value happiness, healthiness, and respect for yourself and others. Looking back at these three values, I realized that I haven't been prioritizing health and happiness; I've only been working, working, working. This is not respectful to me; this is not sustainable.
It is so hard to give yourself leeway when you're under a lot of pressure, but you also need to take care of yourself so that you don't run yourself into the ground. It can be difficult to respect yourself in the same way that you respect others, but it's helpful to take a step back sometimes to reflect on the standard you set for yourself and the standards you would set for someone else in your situation.
It's ok to take a break and prioritize your health and happiness! Taking care of yourself is integral to ensuring you can produce work that you are proud of and confident in. You should love and respect yourself as much as you love and respect your friends, because you have a whole community that loves and respects you, too.
I hope everyone has a smooth remainder of their semester and remembers to prioritize self-care.